Sunday, November 29, 2015

Somecat Saved My Life Tonight

I think the Siamese Kitten just saved my life.

Shown here being a dumbass.
I don't know if you understand what it's like to feel completely and utterly alone. As in, your child is with her dad (because, you know, you fucking destroyed your marriage so now you share custody), And your supposed-I-don't-know-whatever boyfriend has blown off the one day that is supposed to be yours without exception. And all the huge life gains you made this week seem completely invalid because you're the only one who gives a shit about them.

AND ALL HE SAYS IS WELL I DIDN'T SEE YOUR GREEN DOT SO I GUESS EVERYTHING IS YOUR FUCKING FAULT SEE YA LOL.

Not important, because my kitten just told me she loves me with a head-boop and a yowl. Which is more emotional reaction than I've received from anywhere else today.

Head-boops are amazingly therapeutic, you guys.

I guess on some level human companionship is favored.

But where I stand, I'll take my cat - who is here with me - over actual humans who only spout platitudes and/or try to blame me for my problems.

I love you, Siamese Kitten.

Fuck off, the rest of you.

4 comments:

  1. I hope Siamese Kitten also does that kneading thing where she flexes her paws on you. We call it "making biscuits".

    It's always good to have someone who kneads you.

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  2. You do realise that tomorrow you'll delete this post.

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  3. I've had nights like that.

    I write or run or drink myself into a stupor.

    I'm going to make it a while longer using this carefully-considered mix of distractions.

    You'll make it, too, I trust!

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